Are you happy with you right now?

I am truly not..the reason for me being this so sickening is just that...hurms....i am losing my faith..i just think that I am a downer and what ever I am doing will only makes me more n more stressfull.

There is a reason behind this.....well i dont think that I should say it..because what ever I've said will be publish and will only ending up me being shamefully blame...so I stil have 3 months to go..after that I won't be that nice to anybody..I guess being nice doesn't mean anything..hahahahha

I so want to take a break...huhu