why all of this happen to me

Monday, June 30, 2008 Baby Bee 0 Comments

It's not that I want to question fate...but this 2 weeks sucks for me...I lost my card and then my handphone the one that I was using for only 1 month...oh god...menyampah nyer...wlu aku beli hp baru pun tak same la kan...aku syang hp tu...bencinye...kad bank ilang ntah ape2 la aku ni ...masalah tol la...the question is why have I been like this aku pun tatau...hopefully all this end well for me...I really am to tension about a lot of thingsssss

Weellll....everything went smoothly now...

Wednesday, June 25, 2008 Baby Bee 0 Comments

Okay....I got not so much time...I am already tired working and so on...I really don't want to lepak so long la....But like my templates? I change it...bosan laa the normal one....ahahaha.....keje okay another 2 day then da habis laaa...then freedom and buddy training but I don't think that this will need so much time....haahhaa...What ever it isss.....I am okay but still short of money...have to really cut a lot of budget this month.....That's all...I happy as I downloaded Jason Mraz new song.....gile laaa ahahahaha what ever it is Aku penat nak tulis harini ....sok laaaa...taaaaa

Okay..It Wasn't that Bad...

Sunday, June 22, 2008 Baby Bee 0 Comments

So much to tell.....at the end of the week I already got 1 fren...See...she's nice and everybody seems to be alright now....luckyly for us we are going for a FAM trip at genting it self to actually experience the feelings of being there itself...and 1 thing that I am gratefull is I passed the test....Well I obviously dont want to see my boss because I could not pass the test...as it is...everything is okay except for my vigorous spending...Oh god talk about spending a lot of money....I finish 2.5 K in 2 weeks and I really have to stop this...its not like I rich or anything...so obviously this is not the way...hopefullly the future will be with colors and I 'll be happy again...I am excited to get married end of this year...but alas ader pulak my fren yang da nak kawen kejap je tunang....what ever it is I wish them luck and hopefully my wedding will be as happy as theirsss......

It didnt come...The fantastic job

Tuesday, June 17, 2008 Baby Bee 0 Comments

Hari Isnin...ingat tukar keje baru besh...lansung tka besh...aku lansung takde kawan...amoi cakap ngan amoi......aku sorang je melayu...and to say this is like something really big for me...everybody start conversing in english all of sudden as if english is part of the rutin..but the still doesnt perfected the language it self...and i suddenly feel so small...like a tiny ant...aku cakap english pun broken...what happen...i am not that....even the teacher ask me wether i am alright..the truth is i am lonely because i got no frends....well what can i do....i will try more harder tomorrow...makes frens...smile more and mind my own bussness...im here to work my ass off so that i can get married soon....my statement...the first 2 days was bad....but still i have some hopes that tomorrow there will be shine ahhahaa but what ever it is...hopefully i end up being the best and at least try my best....the environment is okay but i still cannot get any frens and thats bothering me so much ahahaha

Hummm...Tak sabar2 nyer

Wednesday, June 11, 2008 Baby Bee 0 Comments

aaa.....ni da 11 june lagi 5 day...actually im pretty busy...the dateee da nak tibe and i got to really buckle up...hahaha....tapi alaaaa tamo pikir laaa....takot nak keje baru nih...takot jadi lain2 plak...gitu laaaaa...aku nak balik laa tak tahan lak...tapi what ever it isss wish me luck...what i want rite now is just kumpol duit pasal nak kawen and buy a lot of new things esp hantaran....gitu laaa