Tersasar Jauh...Ke jalan Lain

Wednesday, March 31, 2010 Baby Bee 0 Comments

Orang kate..gaji besar datang dengan tanggungjawab besar..memang besar pun...selalu stress bende biase la..kalau aku dok pikir2 stress level aku..camna agaknyer orang lain..dah la tahun ni tahun aku nak pikir nak sambung ijazah..nak sambung macam2 lagila...aku da tetapkan hati aku kemungkinan besar tanak pergi bandung tahun ni..kenape 1 aku nak kumpul duit nak pegi tempat lain..and kalau boleh aku nak setelkan utang2 aku..tiap2 pagi aku pegi kerje lalu pantai aku asik2 terpikir..kenape aku tak tenang..kenape aku rase stress level makin naik...amik masa nak berubah..nak suka..nak gembira..macam kanak2 kecik yang baru boleh melangkah..susah ke? susah sangat..tapi ye la..aku nak negatif sgt pun tak boleh..kene selalu mencuba..sejak dok sini ni..kwan pun aku takde..nak carik kawan kene berhubung ngan facebook atau balik kampnug..nak balik kampung pulak memang susah sgt..beribu2 alasan tak balik..tapi dek sebab aku rindukan mama..wlu susah pun aku balik jugak..thanks ma..i really miss ur asam pedas and kicap..ahaha..kadang2 timbul jugak rase sedey aku pasal jauh sangat tinggalkan mama tuh..tapi ape nak buat..ni yang aku pilih..aku kene la carik altenatif nak tiap2 bulan at least aku boleh jumpe mama aku...kesian mama... buatkan aku muffin la..ape2 la...memang la tersasar matlamat idup aku ni..tapi harap2 nyer la masa akan datang tu lebih elok dari harini...yang penting kalau boleh aku nak bukak kedai...jadi aku ader bisnes aku tak payah risau kalau satu hari nanti perkhidmatan aku tak diperlukan lagi..ahaha kite tak tahu kan...jadi harap2 jgn la camtu...

Are u A Woman or Just A girl

Tuesday, March 23, 2010 Baby Bee 0 Comments

Aku suke sangat beli majalah keluaran Msia ni ...jenama luar negara harga cume RM 5.60 and walau pun mama aku selalu kate takde ape2 tapi aku suke nengok fesyen die and the most important thing is aku suke sangat bace artikel2 die tu..melekat di hati...jadi aku nak kongsi la satu artikel ni untuk mengenali same ada kite ni da boleh digelar woman atau masih lagi girl.....tengok kat bawah ni and pandai2 la korang judge korang kategori mane.....
1 ) You are still a girl when you always think that cute and handsome guys is the ONE for u
2) you are a woman when u actually decide that whoever you are married to must at least have some education possibly higher than u..so it be a good thing for you to discuss anything together
3) your a girl when u always think that on you 20's life is about enjoy and party and going holiday here and there...
4) ur a woman when u decided that the whole 3 to 4 years going here and there is a waste of time and u are still living renting when at that time u feel that u should own a house.
5) ur a girl that is always thinkng of ways to buy things ...bright colourfull things
6) u think twice when u want to buy anything..plan it..save it and enjoy it

this is some of the things that differentiate a Woman and a girl...to tell u the truth...I am more matured now since i really think that this is the time to really not be myself....and Grow up....u should also think about that girls....

Alice In Wonderland

Sunday, March 21, 2010 Baby Bee 0 Comments

I grow up with all the fairy tales .....the most wishable things that I really wanted was to make Malaysia snow...when ur a child and everything that u read resolve on how happy it would be if it were snowing its part of something big..and the next thing is Chrismas..its a joyfull thing...always wishing that why can't I actually celebrate it...but as I age older and become more knowing about my religions..I guess this is one of the factor that restraint me from wishing for the unthinkable...but I still love reading fairy tales and one of my favourite is Alice in Wonderland...Went to Kuantan last weeekend and got the chance to actually watch the show...the truth is on the back of my mind I tought tat I will be seeing the old version of the story but of course I am an avid fan of any Johnny Depp so I went wit it...lil did I know its a whole new story..Its a good story and JD doesn't look like Captain Jack at all except for some swagger movement..the truth is its worth all the money for this show..I like it and I would recommend it to other people that wishes to just at this age again remember how it is when u were soo small...gtg..lunch liaw hungry....

Pagi Yang Indah

Thursday, March 18, 2010 Baby Bee 1 Comments

Pagi ni cantik je..aku suke lalu tepi pantai nengok pokok2 tu goyang kene angin...keje..camne? ok la...sibuk sangat....cume relax weekend je..tapi ni salah satu cabang bidang aku..lagipun aku nak tolong famili kan....ini yang termampu beb...life aku..lately aku slalu sgt stress up maybe pasal lame tak balik...and the truth is..sejak aku duduk terengganu ni..aku belum dapat lagi sesuaikan diri and aku seringkali la mengeluh...ye la kan..pasal ape..dulu duduk bandar besar macam2 nak buat...tapi ni duk bandar kecik..rase cam jam aje....minggu depan cadangnya nak balik..kalau takde ape2 masalah mmg aku nak balik la...nak plan p singapore skali..lame da tak pegi ni..plus aku ader 2 3 voucher Tangs jadi boleh la merewang...this month ada extra duit sket... jadi nak beli keperluan yang biase tu..perfum pun da habis...mekap pun da habis....kasot pun da patah...tak beli2 pun..aku da jarang pamper diri sendiri..dulu slalu pegi spa la facial la skang ni wat tak tahu aje..kdg2 nak jugak tapi kewangan tak mengizinkan..munkin rezki aku awal2 tahun ni aku da dpat keje UMT....walau pun bagi aku keje ni tough...pasal aku terpaksa adapt bende baru..PR bukan bidang aku..and lately aku rase aku malu..malu dengan macam2 orang...self confident tu takde da....macam tu larh..ape2 pun aku happy..at least ape yang akan dtg aku bole vision...yang penting selesaikan utang2 tertunggak tuh....lepas tu simpan duit sket..tahun ni cadangan aku nak pegi jalan luar malaysia..ada rezki boleh la tuh...