Dapat Gaji....Habis Gaji

Wednesday, June 30, 2010 Baby Bee 0 Comments

Tiap2 bulan camni la...tak berbaki sikit pun gaji aku ni...hahah...kdg2 aku terpikir camne agaknyer jadik org kaya ek..tabur je duit..aku nak pegi vacation pun kene simpan setahun..dahtu tak dpt gak simpan....macam2 nak beli...padahal mata tu mata shopping..hahah tapi tiap2 kali aku nak beli ape2 mesti tak jadi...nak bayar yang ter tak sengaja utang pun tak lepas kadang..isk2...camne org ni simpan duit ntah..pandai betol la...aku ni belom pandai g nak manage duit..tak la kering tapi tiap2 bulan cukup2 je..takde lebey takde kurang....harini aku nak meng de stress kan diri..ye laa..semua event da dekat aku rase cam nak meletop je..tu nak ini nak..tapi biase la..tangungjawab besar datang ngan gaji yang besar gak..redho je eh..ahahahaa...bilo la aku nak dpt beli beg coach ni..bilo la aku dpt beli hp baru ni....lambat beno..suami aku pun cam wat tak tahu je ahahaha..ye la asik mintak2 kang kene tumbok kang ahahaha lebey2 plak

Hari ni Dan Baju Dam

Tuesday, June 15, 2010 Baby Bee 0 Comments

Da lame da baju ni jahit..baju ni baju koprat ofis aku..cantik la..material cam sutera tapi harga 21 inggit je..harini function yang boleh tahan besar....menteri dtang..seronok gak..cume crowded la tempat tu menyebabkan ...ader masa-masanya aku berdiri aje..tapi takpe la...at least aku still leh entertain press..satu bende yang aku suke keje ni...aku suke bergaul and keje ni sesuai la..the down thing is...kalau bukan mistake kte pun kite jugak kene..pasal kite ni kira cam pegawai...yang buat aku nak meluahkan isi hati ni...takot kejap lagi aku kene bambu..ader la alasan untuk aku cakap mmg aku nak buat camne kalao bende da jadi...aku da dapat merasakan aura2 bahang yang kejap g aku kene mara..cume aku buat selambe la..kalo rase tensen...kejap g nangis..kalo aku tak kene ....alhamdulilah la..hahaha..overall tengahari ni..melodramatik...munkin aku da buat yang terbaik..tapi terbaik ni tak cukup lagi untuk aku.....menyampahhhhh...

ITs Been..What

Monday, June 07, 2010 Baby Bee 0 Comments

Not sure how long had me been writing all craps and feelings bout everything..but the last 3 days at home really open my eyes to the fact that I am not doing any thing for my ownself and my family..Eversince the matrimonial experience about 1 and half years back I am still here..new job but still the old me..heavier i guess..been gaining some extra baggage this few months..hahaha..still what I am saying rite now...I am still the same me..the truth is...finance site its quite blur..but what I intend to do is to make sure...monthly I would be able to pay the amount so that nobody could call me and say me not paying this and that..For the moment I will stop applying for any credit facilities..Its not a good time and thus the most important thing is that making sure that this job last forever..But still u have to save some money..will need it in future whereby I am dreaming of going to Europe or at least Aussie by the early of the 2011....hopefully this year this 3 things will come true for me