the midlle life job crisis

Sunday, November 23, 2008 Baby Bee 0 Comments

aku sibuk bangat skang ni...keje tak menentu tambah pulak i am so damn worried with my life right now...but then aku kesian to my new boss kene tanggung macam2 sometimes i feels that i am so damn tired...kesian die aku nak tolong pun takat mane yang aku mampu kan....gitu the truth is i am awakening from something really different now..but then i really like my office and the environment tak termasuk the new increment yang melonjakkan gaji aku..haahah thanks so much boss....ahahawhat ever it is..I was helping cat the opis..ala two strokes je for the picture purpose...nengok laa how happy i am and i am going to miss all this kalau aku transfer nanti

Great Time in Singapore

Friday, October 31, 2008 Baby Bee 0 Comments

Last raya...I actually did go to Singapore and spend time there....this is some of the picture I have capture in there....I wish next time I will go again but this time with my sayang....hahahahah....kewl it is diorang pun ader chowkit sendiri and I dalam tatau2 tu lepas jugak membeli so many things there....

I bought everything that I wanted ...

Sunday, September 28, 2008 Baby Bee 0 Comments

This was actually sumething that I have really wanted for so long....now only laa aku ni dpt membeli semua nyer ni...... so the first one was my baby-G watch which I craved since the old dayss...im uploading the pictures now and then I bought a new handphone and the last one my most prescious things is a new camera...well this is what my lovely hubby bought for me...this is to keep track for all the birthday he never bought me anything...ahahaa takpe laa kan its better now than too late rite...ahahaha.....so what ever it is..i am satisfied...raya ke 3 I am going to singapore...boleh la berangan2 amik gambo with my new camera...ahahahaa

Nak Raya daaaaa...

Friday, September 26, 2008 Baby Bee 0 Comments

Aku balik 30 ni...last day puasa.....sedey gak tapi nak buat camne kan dah sah2 aku pun baru tukau keje....5 hari je keje tapi takpe laa aku suke je...skang ni aku banyak happy. ....cume ader laaa kadang2 tu opis life yang menyesak kan kepala aku..luckily aku ok sket......besh nyer tunang aku belikan macam2 untuk my besday...new handphone....new watch....tu besh tu...bile lagi nak merasa kan...ahaha...aku beli kuih raya banyak gak tapi aku tanak bitau mama...pasal takot nanti bile die tau mula la die tanak beli kuih g....nanti kawan2 dtg segan gak kalo takde kuih kan so bio aje...den nyer duit bio den aje yang membayao nyer ahaha....what ever it is I am happy that everyone seems to enjoy life rite now...hopefully working here will be the mosh cherishable moments in my life...so far I am ok cume....baru2 ni dokto check my blood pressure naik maybe tekanan nak kawen kot ahahaha

APE la jadi kat blog aku ni

Saturday, September 13, 2008 Baby Bee 0 Comments

aku buat blog but then aku decided nak tukar layout die tapi hampeh bende lain pulak lansung takde ciri2 cantik da blog aku geram betol ntah macamane aku pegi tukar plak pegi custom design nak buat blog ni syg pasal da lame aku tulis macam2 kat sini camne ntah aku nak upload smula geram ader gak ahaha nak mara pun ader menyampah pun ader

Ramadhan

Sunday, September 07, 2008 Baby Bee 0 Comments

This year was a lil bit ok but then the ramadhan ni dtg time besday aku....terkilan sket la...nanti 12 sept sure nobody would remember it rite...tapi what ever la...kite pun bukan muda lagi nak slalu ingat...only the one that cares je yang ingat I guess...hahahah.....da nak masuk 25 in another 5 days and then I already bought a lot of things da for my weddings...but then macam2 lagi tak beli seyy...takpo laaaa....nanti kumpul g ...tak payah laa tunggu time nak pegi jauh2 I really thinks air itam pun da okay nak beli macam2 persiapan nak kawen ni...ahahaha I am a lil bit shock but then hopefully this year will be the year for me to get married la....ahhaah

Job is it boring or what..........

Saturday, August 16, 2008 Baby Bee 0 Comments

Well the first day was a blast but then the next couple of weeks was catastrophic ahahha...my boss ask me to speak english wit my collegue but then theres this girl who really piss me off....why should she really thinks she's one hell of a goody two shoes as if she's perfect and everbody around here is bogus.....she thinks big and do bigs...as if she's so good at her work...if she is why is she doing all the going here and there...well this is one question she should at least think about before saying a lot of things but then she have a lot of friend not to say she's not nice but no more of her bull shit....I'm totally sick of her writing this means I am expressing everything that I want to say...the office was okay but she was hell of something wrong in her head...like something so wrong...not to say I good or what but then I never say anything proud of myself and I never consider I am so hot...gile ke ape.....u have to know what's ur limits girl...don't play hard on me coz I can be bad...so what ever it is...just be yourself and think straight la...common laa..takkan bende2 camni pun org nak cakap...sengal betol la....

My First Day

Friday, August 01, 2008 Baby Bee 0 Comments

Hummmmss..how to describe it....well for sure...working here is my dream actually..I always here a lot of things but then I never got the chance working in a Hotel before...not directly but then still under the same roof....first day was a blast coz saket badan laaa...ahahaha but then it was kewl and it was fun and it was funny coz something happen out of the blues...hahahah okay la what ever it is I pray that all the time it will be this good and it will be okay...hopefully this will be my second last job ahahahaha

Kenduri uMas Mass

Thursday, July 31, 2008 Baby Bee 0 Comments

Tak sangka...after 20 years aku pegi semulaa felda bukit tongkat...whereby dulu aku penah duduk kat ladang tabung haji...mama keje situ....besh nyer beb....aku teringat mase kecik2 aku makan pucuk kelapa sawit laaa...ketok2 biji kelapa sawet laaa ..mmg la org kate ape la masalah budak ni tapi ini laa the truth aku mmg suke bende2 macam nih ahaahah...pasal tu aku macam ni...hidup sendiri aje beb...dulu pun ader la kawan2 cume aku tak bape ingat da....tapi majlis mas ok laa yang besh nyer ader air macam pasar malam tu...mama kate org skang da buat majlis macam open house je...mmg laa mase aku pegi pun ader bubur laa tapi effort yang bagus la kan pasal kite nak pegi kenduri and be happy bout it...not sulky at least makes the guest happy la kan ahahaha okey beb...ill post some picture for those yang nak nengok....but then rite ahahaa it was fun bergado ngan aewin jalan salah dahtu bebual ngan tina and earin and the most nicest things was aku dapat kenal aisyah ahahaha :D cherrios to all of themmmm.....

This was What I craved for

Thursday, July 31, 2008 Baby Bee 0 Comments

Hummm...aku tak keje g as usual but this is not the story...I just got back from Jb and it was so fun...I got to hang out wit my frens and good fren...seronok gak...macam2 cite nak bercerta sampai tak cukup cerita...actually I miss my old skoll days...Im not sure who I am closest with but sme org la senang kan...ahahaha ape susah2 nak pikir bout all this rite...haahaha....I miss them so much....but then I miss my mum also and thats a fact la.....Im putting some of the pictures we had together which was a fun picture because I really enjoy being wit my frens

hummm...whats life got to do wit it...

Monday, July 21, 2008 Baby Bee 0 Comments

Weird rite...I've just worked for 4 weeks and I decided its time to end the job...kenape laa kan...because it is so hard for me to commit myself in making sure that I really am happy...I'm not happy because its hard..asik balik pukol 10 work for 12 hours wit only 1 hours rehat and they pressure us like hell....this is not a job i go for...realllyy....im also tired of all this...I rather be workin in a low income that bears big responsibility to the people..all the aunties and uncle...ahahahah...what ever it is...i got a new job hopefully this one stay for a long time

why all of this happen to me

Monday, June 30, 2008 Baby Bee 0 Comments

It's not that I want to question fate...but this 2 weeks sucks for me...I lost my card and then my handphone the one that I was using for only 1 month...oh god...menyampah nyer...wlu aku beli hp baru pun tak same la kan...aku syang hp tu...bencinye...kad bank ilang ntah ape2 la aku ni ...masalah tol la...the question is why have I been like this aku pun tatau...hopefully all this end well for me...I really am to tension about a lot of thingsssss

Weellll....everything went smoothly now...

Wednesday, June 25, 2008 Baby Bee 0 Comments

Okay....I got not so much time...I am already tired working and so on...I really don't want to lepak so long la....But like my templates? I change it...bosan laa the normal one....ahahaha.....keje okay another 2 day then da habis laaa...then freedom and buddy training but I don't think that this will need so much time....haahhaa...What ever it isss.....I am okay but still short of money...have to really cut a lot of budget this month.....That's all...I happy as I downloaded Jason Mraz new song.....gile laaa ahahahaha what ever it is Aku penat nak tulis harini ....sok laaaa...taaaaa

Okay..It Wasn't that Bad...

Sunday, June 22, 2008 Baby Bee 0 Comments

So much to tell.....at the end of the week I already got 1 fren...See...she's nice and everybody seems to be alright now....luckyly for us we are going for a FAM trip at genting it self to actually experience the feelings of being there itself...and 1 thing that I am gratefull is I passed the test....Well I obviously dont want to see my boss because I could not pass the test...as it is...everything is okay except for my vigorous spending...Oh god talk about spending a lot of money....I finish 2.5 K in 2 weeks and I really have to stop this...its not like I rich or anything...so obviously this is not the way...hopefullly the future will be with colors and I 'll be happy again...I am excited to get married end of this year...but alas ader pulak my fren yang da nak kawen kejap je tunang....what ever it is I wish them luck and hopefully my wedding will be as happy as theirsss......

It didnt come...The fantastic job

Tuesday, June 17, 2008 Baby Bee 0 Comments

Hari Isnin...ingat tukar keje baru besh...lansung tka besh...aku lansung takde kawan...amoi cakap ngan amoi......aku sorang je melayu...and to say this is like something really big for me...everybody start conversing in english all of sudden as if english is part of the rutin..but the still doesnt perfected the language it self...and i suddenly feel so small...like a tiny ant...aku cakap english pun broken...what happen...i am not that....even the teacher ask me wether i am alright..the truth is i am lonely because i got no frends....well what can i do....i will try more harder tomorrow...makes frens...smile more and mind my own bussness...im here to work my ass off so that i can get married soon....my statement...the first 2 days was bad....but still i have some hopes that tomorrow there will be shine ahhahaa but what ever it is...hopefully i end up being the best and at least try my best....the environment is okay but i still cannot get any frens and thats bothering me so much ahahaha

Hummm...Tak sabar2 nyer

Wednesday, June 11, 2008 Baby Bee 0 Comments

aaa.....ni da 11 june lagi 5 day...actually im pretty busy...the dateee da nak tibe and i got to really buckle up...hahaha....tapi alaaaa tamo pikir laaa....takot nak keje baru nih...takot jadi lain2 plak...gitu laaaaa...aku nak balik laa tak tahan lak...tapi what ever it isss wish me luck...what i want rite now is just kumpol duit pasal nak kawen and buy a lot of new things esp hantaran....gitu laaa

My did DID not come true

Monday, May 12, 2008 Baby Bee 2 Comments

Sme orang ader cita2 kan azam...my azam was this year nak mp3 player, 1 digital camera, jam guess and kete......mp3 i bought awready....camera i can wait but the most saddest part is ingat boleh dpt beli kete i da siap bayar booking ...the sales guy says susah amik masa....alaaa kat kl ni senang aje nengok org nak beli kete why is it so hard in tganu..menyampah betolllll....bukan nak kete beso pun kete viva je...first car should not be grand just be simple for my own money wise...ahahaha....
but life is life....im determined in getting my license ahaha....kelaka je baru nak amik takpe laa....jumpe tempat yang mura RM 784 je...murah nye.....so i can still manage la...but im going back next month...lame da tak jumpe my mama....da 6 bulan and i misses her so much .....sumetimes i worry bout her...worry that she might get sick or anything but i really love her...i love her so much....and i miss her so much....tu je laaaa

Menyampah nye...

Saturday, April 26, 2008 Baby Bee 0 Comments

Hummmm...today was at least a difficult day for me...pegi keje cam biase tapi yang jadikan die tak bes tu pagi2 da kene bebel dek adek sorang tu die kate " akak kenape akak sombong sangat,,,tak tegur pun kite pagi....tau la orang baru kat sini...." dunt misunderstood me kid...its just that i dunt know what to say to u...that is why no words have been coming out of my mouth.....its not that i dunt like u even sumetimes u make me sick....ahaaha....lagi satu kenape laaa aku ader exec yang tak bape betolll...okay i admit kdg2 die ok but most of the time berlagak tak tentu pasal...watpe eyh...for what does it matter how much he have and what he achieve i sure dunt care...well hopefully sumething will happen and change him but eversince the last time i talk to him...i just think that the face got this "hate" up in fornt....please la bro dunt pretend just be ur self the simple u tak payah elaborate all the things u have....i have much2 more and i didnt say anythings....tatau laaa ni laaa duduk kl macam2 org jump[e....yang style gini mmg aku tak bekenan pun ahahah

September Baby Rawks

Saturday, April 26, 2008 Baby Bee 0 Comments

SEPTEMBER=FINEASS PIMP
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Great in bed. Inner and physical beauty. Doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. A meaningful love life partner. Makes right choices. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Does not harm others. It is all about love and fairness. Easily hurt and hard to recover. Daydreamer and does fullfill. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Knows what to do, to have fun. Unpredictable. Someo ne to have close to you. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.

Kawan ..KAwan ...Kawan

Sunday, April 20, 2008 Baby Bee 0 Comments

This month was a hell month for me...with the auditor from Japan coming to check on the store my life could not be more hectic.....to tell u the truth I cried 3 times before the auditor come...there was so many things to do and so little of times...and my boss kept presuring me....saying I have to finish this and that and giving me so many things in one time....well this was really frustrating for me..if not for the big income the company is giving me I would not have did all this...it is just so hectic....well I'm not going to talk more bout my office cuz everything settled down and the auditor da balik Jepun da....what I'm going to talk is about my fren...I wont tell names but i havent seen her for quite a while...alih2 one day i get a lot of call and here she was in front of my house stalking her bf....well thank you for that...da la tak jumpe lame and i have to wait for her fighting with her bf...well mmg laa slalu org kate what are frens for...but I never tell her all this...but its tiring to see all the dramas....I dunt get it why should she even bother to be with that loser...(loser laa pasal asik nak bergado aje all the time) to tell everybody the truth I'm sick of him ruining my frens life and my fren clinging on him so tight...mmg die ader pangkat but do happiness count.....Does it really mean that if he is not educated and not well equip wit the 5 C women nowadays want...it means that they can do everything...Well to my fren, wake up girl I miss having u to talk wit me...I have been in KL for a year but we never have time to talk at all....hopefully u resolve ur matter and my piece of advice its not every damn cents to cling on him.....but still people say it all the time Love is Blind ahahaha

Bosan22222

Wednesday, April 02, 2008 Baby Bee 0 Comments

Bosan nyer aku ye laa lame da tak bukak website ni tapi still idop kat sini tak ceria tanpa my tunang ....asik ke hulu hilir sorang je....hopefully kami kawen tahun ni and ceriakan blog ni with my wedding pictures pulak ahaha...okey laaaaa tulis panjang2 sape nak nengok kan ahaha ok

New DEstination

Sunday, March 09, 2008 Baby Bee 0 Comments

Tak semestinye duit kite banyak kite bahagia...tak semestinye kite kaya kite bahagia tak semestinye kite cantik kite untung...so what ever it is im okay wit myself...bukti nyer skang ni negara da makin moden dulu org cakap tak mampu nak pegi luar negara tapi sejak ader air asia semua nyer mura...bape inggitg sgtg bape ratos sgt...org da tak merungut da orang da tak cakap jauh da.....macam2 kemudahan ade...im fortunate to be born with everything a girl would want and better still i got a very open minded mum and educated in all aspect and a very understanding fiance..thats why....aku tak kisah ape pun rupe aku ape pun kedudukan aku aper pun poket aku boleh provide pasal i know this 2 person will love me most...in fact i got a lot of friends who can go to a far mile just for me...that i can cound on...so thanks to Allah because of all this,.....hopefully ill become more stronger and change my prospect and be a better Islamic girl one day....thats my dream for this year...(yo laaaa da 25 what do u expect) ahahaha ok chaowssss

Saturday, January 26, 2008 Baby Bee 0 Comments

Tahun baru...... aku da tukar keje daaa...keje kat best denki aje.....biase aje tapi tak tensen tak saket kepala and the most important things is i feel comfortable in my own self./....ponat 3 minggu ni tapi enjoy laaa...bos ok ...aku rase mmg patot aku tukar keeje keje gelemer tapi kalo kite tak puas hati tak guna gak..ye tak...rite now takde masalah besar pun masalah kecik2 aje....tapi boleh laa setel...mujur ader org disamping yang sentiase memikirkan dan tolong aku...aku sentiasa pikir positif...tahun ni i really hope that i can save some money and make my life better the most important things is to make my mum happy....bukan nak kate ape laaaa......aku bersyukur aku macam ni ingat kat mak aku slalu...kalo dok terlupa jee sibuk bercinta..... payah gak...for me mum comes first lagi laa die sorang aje yang ader kat dunia nih....anyway,....tak laarat nak post g..hope fully ill be happy .....keje2 untuk banyak2 duit./...yang penting sederhana jgn besar2 sgt jgn lebey2 sgt biar laa biase ajee.....
P/s: life must go on susah pun kene terima jgn cepat putus asa....aku ni slalu sgt kene buli dek macam2 org pasal aku terlalu baik hati tapi allah slalu cakap buat baik balasan baik takat ni rezeki aku mura and harap2 lain kali lagi murah..insyallah....